Summer has arrived! You know what that means! A whole lot of skin, partying and blurry nights.
I’m so happy to be back in the swing of things. You have no idea how much I missed writing and talking shit. I’m just so good at it. If you follow me on social media, you already know I was on a creative hiatus trying to finish my last semesters of my first two years in college. By the grace of God, I am done.
The question is, what the hell am I going to do with my life? My answer to you is, I don’t know. If you know me, you already know how anal I am and how I HAVE to stick to a plan. The only plan I have right now is to be happy and I am. Crazy things have happened in my life, but I am such a strong believer that things happen for a reason and I can already see those reasons. I’ve laughed and loved. Now I’m in a new chapter in my life. I like to call it the “So… what’s next?” chapter. Trust and believe that the best things are unplanned. Start taking risks. Take creative risks, risks on love, risks in regards to traveling etc. Even if those risks don’t work out, it is a better feeling to know that you tried. You will hate the feeling of “what if”.
Another thing I need you guys to do this Summer is to invest in yourself. No one can ever support or show you love they way you can. It’s time to prove to yourself how worthy you are. You deserve everything in life that you want. Only thing is, it takes a lot of hard work and patience. This is something you should be doing year around. But it is never too late to start.
Lastly (wow Jheneel, high school transition words? Really?) do what you want to do unapologetically. Live life freely. Do not try to impress the next person. You aren’t living for anyone else but yourself! Shake that ass, drop out of medical school, do what you have to do to be happy (besides killing people because……) There’s a lot of factors around us such as social media that may make us feel inadequate. But baby.. hunny.. your success is not measured by others. Everyones timing is different. And (I know I shouldn’t start a sentence with and but give me a pass) baby.. hunny.. half those people are faking their happiness. Which would you rather do? Genuinely be happy or put on show to fill the void of unhappiness? Personally, I’m going with option A.
I hope you took my mediocre words into consideration because it doesn’t take a genius to realize that being happy is such a great feeling! I love you guys so much. More is on the way. Be patient got dammit.